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About 3 years later i decided to try dating again, long story short, pregnancy! I was told to get an abortion by every grandparent, except my MIL as the “father” buggered off the second he found out … actually moved about 2000 km away. After much back and forth, I decided to give the baby up for adoption. During this pregnancy, my anxiety shot up to such high levels that I had a meltdown at work (which is really bad when it is in front of your grade 12 class). I ended up in the hospital for a psychiatric evaluation; stayed for 9 days. While there they did blood tests that revealed by thyroid was totally out of whack, causing me to be in a state of ‘fight or flight’ which explained the anxiety.

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My psychiatrist told me something that devastated me; my mom, FIL and his wife, asked the psychiatrist to declare me mentally unfit to make medical decisions, so that they could force me to have an abortion! Luckily the psychiatrist told him that he would do no such thing and then stated to me that no wonder I was so stressed with family like that. About a week later, I was given a day pass to go home, as my hormonal levels were leveling off a bit and the therapy helped. The one stipulation was that I couldn’t be home alone with my kids until I was cleared completely, as per hospital policy, so was home with my mom. After I put my kids to bed, I went to the kitchen to get a snack, my mom told me to sit down. The first thing out of her mouth was, “Wow, Alison, you have really f**ked up your life!”

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